OH MAN.  I love the feeling of new music<3 
Ladies and Gents, meet Safetysuit. 
Not as hard as the usual stuff I listen to, but I don’t care because these guys KICKASS. 

On another note; I’m getting really anxious to go to Quebec :D  It’s gonna be soooo stellllllarrrrr (haha stellar–what a passé word).  FO REAL THOUGH PEEPS THIS WILL BE GREAT.  I’m bringing lots of sketchbooks along so that I can do some figure….figure…..ARGH I don’t remember the term pro artists use…oh…OH.  OH YEAH, figure studies :P  Hahaha holy TOT much?
But anyway.  Along with FIGURE STUDIES, I’ll be sketching various buildings I see and crap like that.  Because architecture and I aren’t on the friendliest terms as we speak.   :)
Annnd I think I should work on my book a lil bit eh eheheheh.  OTL  I wrote one scene from it the other day and then…nothing.  So I munna force myself to get a good chunk of it figured out B)  Go me.

ALSO!
OH
MY
GOD
TWILIGHT.
BY STEPHANIE MEYER.
Best book I’ve read in a HELLUVA long time.  I read it in less than a day.  Stayed up ’til 5am reading, too.  YA RLY.  It’s that good. 
I can’t wait for the movie + reading the other books in the series :’D
NOW GO BUY IT >:O

Call me a liar,
Call me your friend.
I will let you down again,
Cause I’m a disaster of epic proportions.
I will let you down again.

I am not worthy to be called your savior.
I am not going to catch all your blame.
But to warn you, some may fall on my name.

How could you do this to all your believers?
How could you do this to all your friends?
You know this is the end.
I know this is the end.
I know this is the end.

Aww I want their CD :(

I’ve been listening to 90s rock ALOT lately. 
…
Hey, so the style then was ewwiie but at least the music was good.

Wellll, since the baby is watching Spongebob I might as well post my fav songs of the era in which I was born :D

(in no particular order)

Everybody Hurts — REM
Losing My Religion — REM
American Psycho — Treble Charger
I Will Buy You A New Life — Everclear (<3)
Karma Police – Radiohead
Creep — Radiohead
One Headlight — The Wallflowers
The Way — Fastball
Swallowed, Glycerine, Come Down, The Chemicals Between Us, Machine Head — Bush
Wonderwall — Oasis
Black Hole Sun — Soundgarden
Even Flow — Pearl Jam
Everything by the Red Hot Chili Peppers (SCAR TISSUE<33) <3
Everlong, Learn To Fly, My Hero — Foo Fighters
Song 2 — Blur
Vasoline — Stone Temple Pilots
Heart Shaped Box, Smells Like Teen Spirit, In Bloom – Nirvana
All The Small Things — blink182
Iris — The Goo Goo Dolls (classic! hahaha)
Say It Ain’t So — Weezer
Some Greenday…
Enter Sandman — Metallica
Never Let You Go, Jumper, Deep Inside Of You – Third Eye Blind
Closing Time — Semisonic
…etc.

YAY FOR TH 90s (“ROCK”MUSIC)!!!

I’M REALLY HATING ON MY INTERNETS RIGHT NOW.
LIKE REALLYREALLYREALLYREALLYREALLYREALLY HATING.

It’s been acting weird for a few days now.  But yesterday I just lost complete confidence in it.  It disconnected…bah, at least 5 times while I was on msn talking to my friend?  And then the last time it just disconnected and didn’t re-connect.  So I basically just ditched the crap out of my friends and minus the one who knew about my internet’s issues, they were prolly all like “WTFBITCH”.  Even he must’ve been a little “OMGZ?” though.
:|
UNRELIABLE PIECE OF–

Sunshine!  Its really nice out today :)  So I’ll prolly go do somethin with Claro at some point soon… after i take my shower and all that… yeahhh…

p.s. Sam and I are playing Kane & Lynch co-op.  AND ITS SERIOUSLY FRIKEN FUN.  Oh god.  Hahahaha we already got a shitload of achievements too:  47 headshots (thats alwasy fun) and alot of kills with the shotgun (aka my weapon of choice followed by the semi-auto sniper.) oh and we got more I jsut don’t remember.
<3

I hope the internet works later today too :’( cause I’m kinda suprised that its working right now.

I literally feel as if I’m on an emotional roller-coaster ride.  I’ve never felt this way before.  NEVARR.   It’s surreal…it’s mind-boggling…
This is…
THIS IS MADNESS!

Lemme explain,
One day I’m beyond otimistic/hopeful/happy/on cloud nine for [undisclosed] reasons and then BA-AAAAMMM!  Completely crushed and hopeless the next day because of ONE tiny [undisclosed] reason that I have NO friken REASON to be worrying about in the FIRST damn PLACE!
(DON’T mind THE RANDOM words PUT in CAPS for NO apperant EMPHASIS!)

Have I ever mentioned that I have this certainty inside me that tells me I’d die if ever I went on a roller coaster that twirls and flips upside-down?  I truly believe, dunno why though, that I WILL DIE IF EVER I RIDE A HUGE COASTER.
:/
I know it’s pretty wtf.  But I’m positive my heart couldn’t take it.
And “bee tee double-u”, this isn’t some metaphor based on my current roller-coaster of a life.  Na-non, I’m just saying, roller coasters would prolly kill me :/
Random but true.
I mean, REALLY, dad said I looked dead when I went on like one of the wooden rides at canada’s wonderland.   D:  and those badboys don’t even do flippy’s and stuff.

WOW OKAY.  All this to say that yeah I’m feealing really weird lately.  And I’ve realized that I over-analyze situations and shit WA-AYYY too much.

:) hey this is like my longest post in friken a helluva long time!